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This journey has taught me many unexpected things. What began as a journey of self discovery, morphed into one of relationship transformation for M and I. That shared journey, not just the past four years, but the last 25, has been a source of strength and support beyond measure. It’s one reason I am where I am today. Who I am.

I belong with M. There’s zero doubt. He’s my home. He’s my support, my shoulder, my lap, my love, my soulmate. But the thing I’ve learned on this journey that’s had the most impact is that I had to be my home before he could be. I had to belong to me. I had to own my own story, love all my selves, hope for my future, and believe in myself. Only then could I truly begin to offer my surrender on a level beyond anything I’d imagined, anything he’d imagined.

It sounds crazy – I needed to know I’d be ok with aloneness, with my ability to stand alone and be myself in order to be the most vulnerable, to be the most courageous in my giving to M. To truly surrender, and for us to do the hard work that makes this the most amazing, evolving partnership. It’s a sacred place.

It’s the place of true belonging.

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9 thoughts on “Home

  1. I’m so happy that you found yourself and your home. I have followed you on your journey, and your metamorphosis is truly a sight to behold. Love you my friend❤️❤️

  2. As a recent follower I don’t know your whole story. But I can say that I’m glad you are in such a wonderful place. And you are so right! We must know and love ourselves before we can allow another full access. Full access is necessary for the deepest relationships. May you have another wonderful 25 years together.

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